My secret soul

A tribute to one of the soulmates;

If I could I would write a song for you. A song with a rythm that express what goes through my body when I'm next to you and the journey that I've been on since I met you. The lyrics would contain words that puts together that magic that connects our souls -a place that might only exist beyond our understandings. 

And in that song -we would be alive forever.

-Unfortunatley, I am not a songwriter. And my swedish translations of already existing songs wouldn't be perfect enough to describe our world.

We are the same soul.  

I love you, and I will Love you -today and forever after.

xo

-Älskling

Chiang Mai

Bangkok experience -same same. Everything went smooth, or at least in the typical Bangkokway, with all that comes with it. I know my way around all the, for me, important places and my stay at the 4 star hotel in Sukumvhit turned out to be a 2-days treatment instead of one. As it turned out, the monsunrain had destroyed the railway up north, so my plan of taking the nighttrain was not longer an option. I chose to stay an extra night at the awesome hotel, enjoying all the facilities, to then fly up to Chiang Mai the next day instead. So not just another time in Bangkok, also another couple of hours on Suvarnabhumi -international airport. But this time, I was at the domestic part which was a bit of a new experience, so as much as you can enjoy airports, I did.
I then boarded my flight number 26 (?) (starting to lose the number).

Since this spontanious extend of my stay in Bkk turned out to happen on my exact birthday I couldn't more than enjoy it even more. I started the day with the gym, steamroom and an amazing hotelbreakfast to finish up with a thaimassage at my favourite Spa-place. For you who hasn't been in Thailand, you should know that an hour Thaimassage doesn't cost more than 300 baht (which is 60 sek ish..).
Being alone was pefect in terms of the realisation of how much Love that surrounds me regardless the physical presence of loved ones. I recieved so many genuine birthdaywishes full of grace -Thank you. I belong to you.

I met my first "friend" already on the plain. I had found a hostel on the internet already, close to my massageschool, which turned out to be ok so it saved me the effort of walking around searching for a decent place to stay for, what could take, hours.

There is a tiny, soulfull little Yogaplace/cafe on the way to school from my place which I was lucky to find already on my first morning. That is also where I met Michi that same day, a beatiuful soul that was taking the same class as me. We have a lot of fun together, and mostly, a wicked exchange of experiences and knowledge. This cafe is my ashram at the moment. A couple of Yogis and hippiepeople, all sharing a moment together every morning befor the day starts.

We just finished Thai Yoga massage Level 1 today with 10 other people and I have decided to stay for another 2 weeks to get to the advanced level. I enjoy it a lot and it is a good part for me to get mor in touch with healingwork.

I am staying a bit outside the city center (also called "old town") where there are no tourists (except the massagstudents). All the food you can buy here is the typical thai street-food and no signs or nothing is in english. Hello thailanguage! niit nitt  noi noi!

Not much to do here except focusing on school and live simple life. I enjoy every second. It is around 30degrees, half rainy, half sunny. I welcome and embrace the weather in all it's shapes. But if sunny tomorrow when I have a day off, I will try to find a pool and recieve the energy of life in the sun.

All for now,
Nite Nite

xoxoxox

everything is an experience

Sleeping with the light on tonight

Godnatt xo

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I am

My second home

Wetseason Thailand brings out more than silence and stillness. It takes a while to get used to that state of Being. I've spent a week on an island in clouds and rain which naturally forces you to do just that -To Be (especially since there is not much more to do). I'ts been lovely and relaxing and combined to that I've had the privilige to catch up with an old friend, a friend that was a part of my first backpacking trip ever -8 years ago -in Thailand. Meeting someone from that long ago brings up to the surface how much we all change, and maybe that's nessesary to put yourself and humanity in another perspectives.

Today I am in between. I'm in a small "village" callen Ban Phe. I've spent the boring part of the day in a minivan and the beautiful part with my thaimum! We met in tears of happiness and made the most of eachother for a few hours. I am living local life but no spare beds so staying alone in a hostel close to her sons "shop" (they provide the people with toilets and sell a few garmets (this is also where they sleep). Again, I'm all alone here (not even staff) in a dorm on a matress on the floor. I've got the key to the place, free coffee and wifi. Tired as but maybe staying awake to try to deny or avoid the possibility that I might share the room with smaller creatures on several legs. What else can you expect when you pay 150 thb (30 kr) for a night?

Tomorrow morning, after some time with thailfamily, I'm heading to Bangkok. I will stay in a beautiful hotel in Sukhumvit, where I've been a cpl of times before, to wake up on my birthday on saturday in a nice bed with a nice breakfast. After that I'm off to Chiang Mai on a nighttrain to then start a massagecourse on monday. The course is for 1-3 weeks and my intention is to stay the whole time.

After I'm certified in Thaimassage I'm going back to Bkk to grab that sweet secret of mine and enjoy every second with him.

Until then, mission is;
To find the balance between my body and soul. To create a space for my soul to be comfortable in my body. A year of focus on spirituality and personal growth that I have forgotten about my physical being.
So now, a 100% Allytime.

See you later beautiful souls.
Remember, regardless if you think you can do it or not, you're probably right! Keep flying!

xoxoxoxooxo

eller?

Redo... ? What happens just before you're abt to leave? You start to realize how beautiful your life is at this exact moment, in this exact place, in this exact time.
Even though I know with my whole existence that I did what I had to, I am where I m supposed to, it still huuuuuuuuurts!
Well, regardless, we are always in power to make new decisions, nd nz will still be there for a while longer.

September is magic and transforming. It will change things, it will change you. Be the change.

Thailand is lovely, a bit rainy. 30 hours after I left wellington I ended up in the arms of Kerran, who turned out to be here at this same time. So, for u who doesn't know it, we were here together 8 years ago, so this is a bit of an epic reunion.

30 degrees, nd totally quiet. We r on koh Chang with not more than -looking at our resort- the staff. It's nice.

Missing Gigi nd other ppl, I left spring nz for wetseason Thailand. (What the hell was i thinking?)
Now breakfast before the thunderstorm starts -paaah!

Love nd rain xo xo

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Presence

Sista dagarna i wtn. Totalt redo.
Nan som vet na volontar/wooffing I thai, let me know <3

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Kiwis and Swedes for sale

LOVE AND GRATITUDE min ROHAN!

Only one of us took the flight today. I will miss u till the end and I will love you forever.

Today was beautyful
Goodbye Holloway Rd, living foodlovers, family and loved ones.
My last few days will be spentd in Hataitai with mon cheri, G.
-Everyday I'm falling in love with you again.

"One and one is two, There's one of me and one of you" -we belong in love / Puss

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