I am

My second home

Wetseason Thailand brings out more than silence and stillness. It takes a while to get used to that state of Being. I've spent a week on an island in clouds and rain which naturally forces you to do just that -To Be (especially since there is not much more to do). I'ts been lovely and relaxing and combined to that I've had the privilige to catch up with an old friend, a friend that was a part of my first backpacking trip ever -8 years ago -in Thailand. Meeting someone from that long ago brings up to the surface how much we all change, and maybe that's nessesary to put yourself and humanity in another perspectives.

Today I am in between. I'm in a small "village" callen Ban Phe. I've spent the boring part of the day in a minivan and the beautiful part with my thaimum! We met in tears of happiness and made the most of eachother for a few hours. I am living local life but no spare beds so staying alone in a hostel close to her sons "shop" (they provide the people with toilets and sell a few garmets (this is also where they sleep). Again, I'm all alone here (not even staff) in a dorm on a matress on the floor. I've got the key to the place, free coffee and wifi. Tired as but maybe staying awake to try to deny or avoid the possibility that I might share the room with smaller creatures on several legs. What else can you expect when you pay 150 thb (30 kr) for a night?

Tomorrow morning, after some time with thailfamily, I'm heading to Bangkok. I will stay in a beautiful hotel in Sukhumvit, where I've been a cpl of times before, to wake up on my birthday on saturday in a nice bed with a nice breakfast. After that I'm off to Chiang Mai on a nighttrain to then start a massagecourse on monday. The course is for 1-3 weeks and my intention is to stay the whole time.

After I'm certified in Thaimassage I'm going back to Bkk to grab that sweet secret of mine and enjoy every second with him.

Until then, mission is;
To find the balance between my body and soul. To create a space for my soul to be comfortable in my body. A year of focus on spirituality and personal growth that I have forgotten about my physical being.
So now, a 100% Allytime.

See you later beautiful souls.
Remember, regardless if you think you can do it or not, you're probably right! Keep flying!

xoxoxoxooxo